REMEMBER WHEN I USED TO BLOG?

I don't. Like what do I even talk about now? What do I even write? Who the fuck is reading this. Nadia. Nadia will read it, and then scoff while she eats her baby carrots. Fuck your baby carrots girl. Well TBH y'all, I was going to write something again the next time I get drunk. But I keep forgetting and without the influence of alcohol I'm 120% less interesting which leaves my current interesting LVL at -20%. But you know what, it's raining outside, I got bored watching Jurassic Park: The Lost World and I have no friends so let's do a quick recap/review of what is up and about.

~*FIRSTLY*~ i'm going to list of the movies I've watched and rate them out of ten because I simply can and my opinion is totally valid no matter what anyone else say fuck you

• Chappie (dir. Neill Blomkamp)
• UGH this is hard, I genuinely enjoyed the movie despite its flaws so okay I'm going to be nice and say a 6/10
• Get Him To The Greek (dir. Nicholas Stoller)
•  better late than never 7.5/10
• Horns (dir. Alexandre Aja) 
• FUCK THIS MOVIE 2/10
• Kingsman: The Secret Service (dir. Matthew Vaughn)
•  hm 6/10
• Fifty Shades of Grey (dir. Sam Taylor Johnson) 
• WHAT A DISAPPOINTMENT it wasn't even funny or stimulating it was just boring 1/10
• Jupiter Ascending (dir. Wachowski Siblings) 
• fucking bees 4/10
• The Hunger Games: Mockingjay Part 1 (dir. Francis Lawrence) 
• shut the love triangle down 5/10
• Taken 3 (dir. Olivier Megaton) 
• good luck 4/10
• Pieta (dir. Kim Ki Duk) 
• why 6/10
• Pretty Woman (dir. Garry Marshall) 
• #sugardaddy 7.5/10
• Mammoth (dir. Lukas Moodsson) 
• aha racism and sexism wut 1/10
• Jigoku de Naze Warui (dir. Sion Sono) 
• brush your teeth kids 8/10
• Birdman (dir. Alejandro Gonzalez Inarritu) 
• thespianlyf 6/10
• Gone Girl (dir. David Fincher)
•  fuckin' yes 9/10
• Fury (dir. David Ayer) 
• I missed some parts because of the sudden urge to pee so 6.5/10
• Nightcrawler (dir. Dan Gilroy) 
• Gyllenhawt 6.5/10
• The Maze Runner (dir. Wes Ball)
•  #boysboysboys 6/10
• Selma (dir. Ava DuVernay)
•  WHERE ARE THEIR OSCARS 7.5/10
• Edge of Tomorrow (dir. Doug Liman) 
• ALL YOU NEED IS KILL KTHXBAI 6/10 #fuckcruise
• The Imitation Game (dir. Morten Tyldum) 
• eh 6/10
• Big Hero 6 (dir. Chris Williams) 
• senpai tadashi pls 7.5/10
• Boyhood (dir. Richard Linklater) 
• fuck puberty 3/10
• Interstellar (dir. Christopher Nolan) 
• alright alright alright 7/10
• The Hobbit: Battle of Five Armies (dir. Peter Jackson)
• "why does it hurt so much?" "because it was real #follow4more" 6.5/10
• Guardians of the Galaxy (dir. James Gunn)
• pinacolada 7/10

I can't think of anymore movies that I watched recently (by that i mean in the last.. couple of months? shrug emoticon) so let's move on to the next list!

 CONCERT LIST

• Mac Demarco + Jirapah

...That's it. Hm. I would say "oh look how time have changed" but no it's more like "oh look how much I've grown because I'm more financially aware now like WOW concerts are fucking EXPENSIVE" especially in Australia like seriously tuition and living cost is expensive enough in this state. 

MUSIC YAY

I actually have written a blog post about music and self expression somewhere in my old laptop but just didn't have time to finish it up but, I will. One day. But want some music stuff? LET ME THROW MUSIC AT YOU

Should I stop throwing music?

Well then, that's the end of this post. Is it too late to make a 'Best of 2014' list? Hm. I guess it is. Well I'll probably be to lazy to make one anyway. There's so much things I gotta do yknow? Like ranting to myself on the internet, bugging Nadia online, eating Golden Gaytimes and NOT cleaning my apartment. Ah, good times. But I swear, on my mother's non-existent third ear, I will continue blogging again this year. Not for you, not for me, but for my English. English is weird and hard language fuck English man.

fun fact: I got one of my wisdom tooth taken out and lost 2 kilos from only eating soup for two weeks. I have experienced hell.

A SICK POST

You know when people describe something as "sick"? Like "man that Backstreet Boys secret gig was sick!" said no one ever. It's more likely to hear "sick" as "something awesome" amongst skater boys, hipsters, or just young people in general I don't know I'm making shit up right now.
But when I say this is a "Sick Post" i meant it. It's sick. As in, ill. Like fucking ill. Long story short is that I'm writing this post because I'm sick and I have nothing else to do. Or anyone else to talk to because other people have lives unlike me. So apart from my disgusting days of not being able to hold in food in my stomach, I'll just talk to myself in a form of a blog post because then I won't go crazy from creating delusions in my head. But to you music listeners, here's something new:



Several of my friends have in fact pointed out that my newfound love for anime have intrude with my love for music, which I disagree to because I still listen to music. Okay sure I haven't been listening to 'the usual' bands I listened to or been keeping up to date with the alternative music world but hey, anime soundtracks are just as good, ok? I mean I still enjoy the occasional Real Estate, Wild Beasts, No Age or Cloud Nothings but at the same time I quite enjoy some good Morning Musume, DOES, Spyair and Hatsune Miku.

Growing up, many of my friends and peers often look down upon a specific music genre (but let's be honest here everyone does this I mean hello can anyone take David Guetta seriously?). So when my music taste changed from "alternative math-rock" to "anything that is fitting for a shounen anime" the first thing my best friend said to me was

But there's just something about anime songs, or maybe just jrock/jpop in general that is so uplifting. Like, it makes you believe you can save the world or win that basketball game or defeat the titans to save humanity. Y'all know where I'm going with this aren't you? Of course you do. Here's my [current] top 10 "listen to this and believe" anime songs (in no particular order but let's face it zankoku na tenshi no teeze is always #1):

Now I can easily categorise them by anime, or by musical genre, or by awesomeness or by appropriateness (tbh I often find great music in shitty anime and vice versa like how do I deal with that? I breakdown crying trying to figure out to love it or hate it), but I won't. So here's some extra music you should listen! Here are some vocaloids that I hated at first but learned to love now: (this first one has the best lyrics fyi)

AND ANOTHER ADDITION TO THE ADDITION okay so in between my "alt music" phase and my "anime music" phase I briefly had an "epic orchestral music" phase which ranged from classical orchestra music, battle theme songs from video games/films and even celtic music so to give a little appreciation for orchestral anime music let me just give you this:


wow I don't think I've ever had such a messy post okay I'll stop now so tl;dr anime music is pretty sick dudez.

WHAT IS THE BLAWG LYFE?

Hi. It's been a while. I know no one actually reads this, and I haven't actually had the time (or inspiration) to continue my blog. Apparently I "am a busy person" someone said, it's like I have a life now or something (ha ha sure me, a life?). But for some reason uni have been a bitch in the ass last semester I'm not sure why but now that that's over I can focus on more important things; like life, sexting, crying over anime and dancing to vocaloid songs. But winter holiday has come, and there here are some pictures of what I've been up to (tbh it's not a lot lol what happened to having a life ha ha)

Speaking of It's been a while, I'm helping out in a play again this holiday called It's Been A While that goes on from July 15th until July 19th and it's an awesome play with an awesome director, producer, writer, cast and crew about friendship, life, love and teen angst or something like that. If you're in Sydney, you should come and see it.

Well I need to take a shower now, because after 8 hours in the theatre I kind of smell of sweat, frustration and despair x

FIRST BLOG OF TWENTYFOURTEEN (∘⁼̴⃙̀˘︷˘⁼̴⃙́∘)

Already getting tired of people. Too many expectations, too many opinions, too many morals.
But let's take a minute to appreciate this video:

LET'S TRY THIS SCHEIßE

SO music right? What great things you can hear with your ears. So melodic and so influential.
I dont really know what i'm talking about to honest.
 Fuck this I wanna go to bed.
But I wanna write something ok? I wanna write something while intoxicated and read it in the morning and be like "what the fuck is wrong with me just ugh fuck off you're wasting your time."
dont' read this yo're probably wasting your time. And fuck it my laptop doesn't have autocorrect I'm tired of clicking the delete button
My friend told me today that deep fried butter on a stick exist. like who eat that kind of things? Apparently peaopl do, a freakin butter on stick. But no, it's deep fried.

I finished catching up on Supernatural and South Park and House of Cards now I'm just bassicaly done and I don't want to be done because that means I now have to continue on studying which is why I'm in Australia in the first place. I don't like saying "I" a lot let's change the subject into something more objective.

The amygdala, yeah that little thing inside your brain, is said to be Almond-shaped. I don't get it why is it almond-shaped do we all have almond shaped amygdala? why is it almond shaped? Why did I capitalised Almond? But the amygdala is great it's basically a little thing, like tiny tiny part and it control of our emotions and memory. Like, both memory and emotions which is pretty badass. Particular fear, apparently. According to some studies that the left and right amygdala in both parts of your brain control either your pleasant memory/feelings and unpleasant ones. It's like, one side of your brain is evil. Not evil, evil is a pretty strong word. but we're all pretty evil anyway aren't we?

you know what fuck this im going to bed. peace.